I am being loved:)

time(:

2009-06-22T12:43:00.001+08:00

Time is free but priceless

-from a shop in cathey(:

AMT(:

2009-06-05T22:28:00.002+08:00

AMT was totally cool! If i didnt go it will be one of my greatest regret man!
Although it was sermon after sermon and i admit its really tiring but it was all worth it!
I really felt that i grew up to another level spiritually. There is no shortcut in christianity. It either there is or not. If there is no effort put in, you can nvr have breakthroughs. Prayer is really the "food" to our spirit. And we must conquer the weak flesh or we will never be able to stretch and increase our capacity.
I only slept 2hr plus yesterday yet i am still able to be so alive. My flesh is weak but after the morning prayer, my spirit is full, is strong! I am able to increase my capacity and conquer sleeping so much. Well actually believing in Christ is all abt faith! In believing that prayer can conquer my weak and tired flesh is also all abt faith.
Hmm even if i really failed my AMT and cannot graduate, i feel that i already earned alot alot by going for it. Because now i know that if a person slept 4 hrs compared to a person that slept 2 hrs and prayed alot alot strongly, the person with 2hrs of sleep and lots of "food" for the spirit can last longer and resist the temptation of weak flesh even more. Well coz tat person's spirit is stronger then his/her flesh!
would you spent that extra 1hr to sleep or pray? I guess prayer will be the better one!

Cool story!

2009-05-24T22:30:00.002+08:00

Found this story from nicole's blog (which she gotten it from her friend) IT WAS TOTALLY AMAZING! its lyk wow!( HEY I GOT A PERMISSION FROM HER!)hehe(:

An atheist professor of philosophy was speaking to his class on the problem Science has with God, the Almighty. He asked one of his new Christian student to stand and...
Professor: You are a Christian, aren't you, son?
Student: Yes, sir.
Professor: So, you believe in God?
Student: Absolutely, sir.
Professor: Is God good?
Student: Sure.
Professor: Is God all-powerful?
Student: Yes.
Professor: My brother died of cancer even though he prayed to God to heal him. Most of us would attempt to help others who are ill. But God didn't. How is this God good then? Hmm?(Student was silent )
Professor: You can't answer, can you? Let's start again, young fella. Is God good?
Student: Yes.
Professor: Is Satan good?
Student: No.
Professor: Where does Satan come from?
Student: From... God...
Professor: That's right. Tell me son, is there evil in this world?
Student: Yes.
Professor: Evil is everywhere, isn't it? And God did make everything. Correct?
Student: Yes.
Professor: So who created evil?
(Student did not answer)
Professor: Is there sickness? Immorality? Hatred? Ugliness? All these terrible things exist in the world, don't they?
Student: Yes, sir.
Professor: So, who created them?
(Student had no answer)
Professor: Science says you have 5 senses you use to identify and observe the world around you. Tell me, son... Have you ever seen God?
Student: No, sir.
Professor: Tell us if you have ever heard your God?
Student: No , sir.
Professor: Have you ever felt your God, tasted your God, smelt your God? Have you ever had any sensory perception of God for that matter?
Student: No, sir. I'm afraid I haven't.
'Professor: Yet you still believe in Him?
Student: Yes.
Professor: According to empirical, testable, demonstrable protocol, Science says your God doesn't exist. What do you say to that, son?
Student: Nothing. I only have my faith.
Professor: Yes, faith. And that is the problem Science has.
Student: Professor, is there such a thing as heat?
Professor: Yes.
Student: And is there such a thing as cold?
Professor: Yes.
Student: No, sir. There isn't.
(The lecture theatre became very quiet with this turn of events)
Student: Sir, you can have lots of heat, even more heat, superheat, mega heat, white heat, a little heat or no heat. But we don't have anything called cold. We can hit 458 degrees below zero which is no heat, but we can't go any further after that. There is no such thing as cold. Cold is only a word we use to describe the absence of heat. We cannot measure cold. Heat is energy. Cold is not the opposite of heat, sir, just the absence of it.
(There was pin-drop silence in the lecture theater)
Student: What about darkness, Professor? Is there such a thing as darkness?
Professor: Yes. What is night if there isn't darkness?
Student: You're wrong again, sir. Darkness is the absence of something . You can have low light, normal light, bright light, flashing light... But if you have no light constantly, you have nothing and it's called darkness, isn't it? In reality, darkness isn't. If it is, were you would be able to make darkness darker, wouldn't you?
Professor: So what is the point you are making, young man?
Student: Sir, my point is your philosophical premise is flawed.
Professor: Flawed? Can you explain how?
Student: Sir, you are working on the premise of duality. You argue there is life and then there is death, a Good God and a Bad God. You are viewing the concept of God as something finite, something we can measure. Sir, Science can't even explain a thought. It uses electricity and magnetism, but has never seen, much less fully understood either one. To view death as the opposite of life is to be ignorant of the fact that death cannot exist as a substantive thing. Death is not the opposite of life: just the absence of it. Now tell me, Professor, do you teach your students that they evolved from a monkey?
Professor: If you are referring to the natural evolutionary process, yes, of course, I do.
Student: Have you ever observed evolution with your own eyes, sir?
(The Professor shook his head with a smile, beginning to realize where the argument was going )Student: Since no one has ever observed the process of evolution at work and cannot even prove that this process is an on-going endeavor, are you not teaching your opinion, sir? Are you not a scientist but a preacher?
(The class was in uproar )Student: Is there anyone in the class who has ever seen the professor's brain?(The class broke out into laughter )
Student: Is there anyone here who has ever heard the professor's brain, felt it, touched or smelt it? No one appears to have done so. So, according to the established rules of empirical, stable, demonstrable protocol, Science says that you have no brain, sir. With all due respect, sir, how do we then trust your lectures, sir?
(The room was silent. The Professor stared at the student, his face unfathomable)
Professor: I guess you'll have to take them on faith, son.
Student: That is it, sir... Exactly! The link between Man and God is faith. That is all that keeps things alive and moving.
NB:That student was Albert Einstein.

Yupp so even if euu cannot touch God, smell God or see God it doesnt mean that He isnt there. It jus take a step of faith to believe Him.

RED RAIN IS COMING SOON!!!

2009-05-21T20:46:00.002+08:00

WHOA RED RAIN IS COMING SOON!! IN JUS TWO MORE DAYS!!!
Redrain will be great!! haha everyone has been putting alot into this redrain not only the leaders. Everyone is jus so getting into this man! SO IT WILL BE GREAT!
Redrain is jus two days but making this whole concert need almost two weeks to make it happen isnt it really going to be supeerr awesome ??!!! haha (:
Anw today i ponned school(: haha got an MC!
Someone call me pig!! haha actually i also abit feel that myself lyk a pig today(:
hehe coz i woke up at 11pm today and half a day is gone lyk this. haiz really pig.
Okay weiling's hamster is really smelly today. hehehehe
Jus thinking that i am really lazy. SO from today onwards i am going to plan my time well and not jus getting mess up again(:
And i think i should giv my best in everything coz like for redrain everyone esp the leaders really put alot in and if i really din try my best to get ppl isnt it like not appreciating all that they had done and also wasting all the energy they had putted in?
And also
Unless God builds the church we labour in vain
yet we dun even labour so we are also lyk wasting God's affort. Yupp all said by jerlyn! hehe THANKS JERLYN MAN!
Haha and i am going to do some financial planning coz i realise i have been spending really alot this few mths and wks.

The geeky day haha(:

2009-05-15T23:25:00.002+08:00

HAHA that is a dumb nerd but is clever! a bit contradicting haha(:
anw that's our dear nicole's specs! haha its cool(:

God is good!
My this term common test is awesome and i din study really much thats why i am soo soo scared. But i prayed for it(: So this time my results is quite good! haha base on my standard can get like that very good already(: THE POWER OF PRAYER!!:)
Super happy~:D hmm but the worse is science...and the paper will only come on monday(:

MOther day sve

2009-05-10T00:11:00.003+08:00

me in sashimi's specs on friday(: haha her specs is cool(: but i dun wan hahahaha broke her heart :D
OKAY so today is a great day(: mother day sve(: had buffet for grandma bday in the noon then rush to church for usher(:
haha it was great! learnt alot(: whoa so cool can(: if wan details i think this post also not enuff haha
anw i feel that today my right eyes lyk very tired coz it tends to feel lyk closing hahaha

SELFISH AND IRRESPONSIBLE PEOPLE!!!!

2009-05-02T09:51:00.002+08:00

SOMEONE GO DELETE THE SHIFTING CULTIVATION ON THE WETPAINT!!!!
That person is so selfish!!!! ahh if i flunk my geog becoz of that irresponsible act of that person i am so going to find out who on the world is she. Care about own self only. thats why i dun really like cedar coz its too compatative and there will be people care abt themself and read the notes already then go delete it!!!! AHHHH wad am i going to do about shifting cultivation man! HMMMMM i guess even if i dunno who the person is, the person will feel guity so yupp i forgive her! but i really need to know something about shifting cultivation!!!
Someone can answer these questions?
Why is shifting cultivation practised on forested hill SLOPES in tropical areas??

feelings(:

2009-04-25T23:40:00.003+08:00

my monitress(:

haha now i trully and really realise what is the true meaning of euu can dislike someone but euu can still love tat someone(: haha although its kind of slow but yupp i still found out right.

well oh man i really love my life! amd btw guides is not considering existing in my life so well haha(:

evan ran more haha

2009-04-24T22:51:00.002+08:00

well during jogging period today i ran an extra round with sashimi and evan coz they need re rean and its real funny coz we were doing moonwalk which doesnt look like one haha....and teacher was like asking what are we doing, well becoz we ran the extra round so he din really scold us(: haha
And bacoz tat extra round tat we ran was not told by the teacher, and he din noe, he asked evan to go run the field..haha. When evan came back then she tell the teacher tat she ran 4 rounds alr but the teacher din count the one we ran which is the 3rd round. anw it was counted ltr. haha evan was so angry coz she ran lyk 3km which she din have to. It was so funny haha.
Raykal dad was so cool okay. Today we went for the workshop or sth. Then raykal dad bought us lunch(KFCokay) for the whole class. and its like he paid for it. he's so good(: okay but even if he is rich but he can choose not to do it rite.
well some people are jus so kind. well haha it include me too(:
And i feel so cheated by my phone today.
when i was on the bus one stop away alr i realise tat my phone wasnt with me so i ran back one busstop away back to school. AH and the sun was so hot at tat time so well haha. reached school ran like crazy and got my phone. Went out of school stand under the sun for like 5ten min and went back to school to take sth. it was crazy! well it should me crazy haha.
I'm so tired aft all the running and tanning haha. I think i got lots of skin cell killed under tat sun(:
cg was cool today(: its abt prayer(:
well i think i should distant myself away from kaye after she wet her hand or rather wash coz she will make handprint on my shirt!!(: haha

THERE"S HAVOC!!!

2009-04-23T19:28:00.002+08:00

haha yupp ther's really havoc in my school. because of that slovenia guy. my whole school went crazy over him coz becoz he is cute? hot? really okay its totally embarassing the school with there over tat guy. During recess they crowded around him and wanted to take photos wif him. TOTAL EMBARASS! So despo can. haha yup and heard alot of stories of tat guy. First a cedarian went up and say "will euu marry me?" OHMY! how can cedarians be like that??? well then she went to the toilet and cry coz he say ofcoz no! But tat girl totally off and really too crazy already. ANW another incident, one girl said that he is hers O.o THAT IS CRAZY!
oh well tat really show how our school people are really despo. how can i be in this school!!!!
at least not everyone are lyk tat(: smile smile and tat 20% that isnt is hinthint me
glad tat the guy is gg back today or our school really no peace haha

the earth joke(:

2009-04-18T23:11:00.002+08:00

haha i have this joke given by tsm(: and its really funny really
WARNING
people that cannot take lame lame joke dun read it or rather try it haha
okay it goes lyk this...
i give euu earth...(open ur hand, pass to euu)
Now gimme back earth(gimme back)
Now pick up singapore(use 2 finger pick up singapore *note singapore is real small and delicate so handle wif care)
And shake it(haha)
WHOAAAA~( and we shake sideways) haha
this joke is strictly done in action so mus do cannot say one!
yupp and we monified it to become instead of earth we say hoGc and instead of singapore we say D1 and the whole d1 will shake haha isnt it cool??

THAT lame thing

2009-04-16T21:57:00.003+08:00

I am sooo determine to break THAT culture...
I am sooo determine to stop all this lame stuff...
I am sooo determine to think what i do is worth it...
I am sooo determine to make all this to a full stop...
a sentence missing(: but it will soon be up(:
for those people tat are having a vry badd time there not as if i dunno anyone, thank me(: haha jk
but i hav the courage to take this step i guess euu hav to but studies is not everything harlo? if euu jus stay there and not even a single day happy why would euu still stay there.yupyup tats all there's more to comee when the time comes(:

So i decided to go guides nxt week...wow. its sec4 farewell. actually one of the reason i go is because i guess it would be at least better then normal guides session i guess. it may not be my defination of enjoy or fun but at least i did go rite. Well at least i made the effort of thinking to go(:
i not going for guides 2moro and sat bocoz i HAV MC(: should i study 2moro or go shopping??
study shopping study shopping study shopping....
ponned abt 15min of geog by slowly slowly walking to com lab
ponned a part of music by following evan to find people but anw teacher also nvr come so its not consider pon class
and our end advert is funny really funny the nerd the bimbo and the reporter

EASTER!!!

2009-04-10T23:53:00.003+08:00

Today easter sve was so cool! Is like 1000plusplusplus people! Can euu believe it? haha there's even an overflow room. This is my first time ushering on such big event with such many people(: haha although i am only standing at the gd but seeing the people keep walking in is so cool can. haha(:
still high from easter(: but also very tired(:
cant wait for 2moro(: it will be as good! ....REALLY ALOT OF PEOPLE!!! haha so random
people tat din come its really a big regret haha not laughing. SO i am telling euu when i ask euu better say YES! coz i will really make euu regret!!! jkjk not tat serious but yupp abt there(:
had dinner at marina sq and the view is also quite nice(: but the people there nicer coz D1 ceg was there!(: i think we are really funny. i told euu i will make euu regret! haha.
AND i want to quit guides! better let me off or..hehehe... jus let me quit and nothing will happen i promise! some teachers are badd monster but some teacher are jus so good(: euu nvr know(:

volleyball match(:

2009-04-07T16:00:00.002+08:00

Cedar won the volleyball match today. the first round and second is cedar win then the third round is anderson and after that we won(:!!! actually i din really go willingly there cause is school say compulsory one. Its quite fun cause we were all high at first and some sort of crazy but the last part we all went quite quiet cause me and evan play until no energy left(: haha.
We din have jogging session today coz actually we went to the courtyard then a few classes started running then the teacher suddenly say no need run after i felt a few drops of rain(: cool. Wow haha at first i thought tat our class being lined up in the middle or back for running was quite not good but after that it was good coz we din even hav to start running.
Mdm er din come today(: oops i sounded quite bad haha. i slept for lyk 5min during tat period.
Oh man 2moro got guides again...

I got my dream~ phone!!!

2009-03-30T14:51:00.002+08:00

YESYESYES i got my dream phone(: haha isnt it cool?? its pink yupp and with a pink fluffy ball. ewww haha euu may think and it may seem so very bimbo haha but i love it its jus so pretty!!(:
I'm in sch now!! haha tsm is jus nxt to me finding the world longest words or rather the most profound word. and me? i am finding the characteristic of a nerd....for sec4 farewell so the sec2s can act a perfect and wonderful nerd(: actually i dun really look forward to anything in guides coz its jus so boring. opps cannot say more haha(:
Oh no i guess this wook will be very busy for me haha got to rush proj. and more. .....TSM IS SO FUNNY ouch and she beated me!! she keep stealing my pen!! haha she very funny. coz the word she found is so long uintil she dunno how to pronounce so she went youtube to learn...and that girl say until very exaggerate and tsm keep repeating the video. haha now i can memorise the starting already.
okay we are gg back to the class now bye bye(:

great photography skills(:

2009-03-25T21:39:00.003+08:00

Haha my photography skills not bad rite?? haha(:

Today guides was slack but i like coz is webpage design but to them is jus blog making.

actually if say real, i didn't do anything in that abt 2 h time. haha but it was quite cool coz i learnt sth today and it was in com lab! haha in aircon room not in the hot sun.

Haha now tsm keep rushing me to giv her the lj photos but really i dunno where is the camera and dun have time to send her. haha i think she feel like bashing me now(: haha.

2moro will be the "big" day coz it will be the day that we can all say BYE BYE to dnt forver!!(unless taking nxt year and thats REALLY BAD)

Oh no the chinese proj. havnot even get started, and theres a eng proj. now and the dnt a2 board havnot finish...hmm...but i can finish!!

actually i think building a popsicle bridge is more fun then the problem soving one. (:too-dles

dodds chalet

2009-03-21T00:25:00.002+08:00

AHHH!!!! dodds chalet is super super cool and fun!! The water bomb is so fun!! Haha i think the 1st grp and the last group is the wettest one haha. AND I FINALLY SEE A SHOOTING STAR!!! haha but i din make a wish coz i was too stun. haha coz actually we went to the beach then lyk when we gg back the gate was lock and tat man is jus there yet he didnt want to open the gate. haha so wierd. Then we had to walk a longer way to the main entrance. AND thats when we were walking i suddenly see a shooting star!! haha Kaye also saw it!! So exciting!!! My first time seeing a shooting star!! We were happy lyk crazy when we saw the shooting star haha.
Yupp. and we had a powerful worship session yesterday night...eh wait should be morning coz its lyk till 3am lyk tat so its morning(: haha. so cool! Yupp so we din sleep all night except that i feel asleep at 6plus then i woke up lyk 7plus. haha 1 hr(: but its jus so cool!!!
But my homework haven't finish not cool(:haha so i think i better go do now...

D10 blog

2009-03-18T23:33:00.001+08:00

HEY EVERYONE LETS GO D10 blog!!!! wad do euu think?? haha yupp now!!!!
http://dreamteamers-oneoh.blogspot.com/
GO TAGG!!(:
and i had a very wonderfuuuul~ day today and coz 2moro is dodds chalet!!!oh man i am sooo excited!!! haha
And dun euu think stitch is jus so cute??!!

STITCHING(:

2009-03-16T21:10:00.003+08:00

Woke up vry early today. at 7plus, then met evan at 9. And she spilled her orange juice on her crumpler. I dun think her bag is hungry. haha. yupp and we went to her uncle's church to do our dnt. its a catholic church. haha its white, and its lyk a really really old church. and its really really looking like a church. (with benches etc) the environment is quite nice coz theres many plants there. but we din finish the bridge in the end. haha and we almost glued ourselves to everything around us. its so gluey(:
then we went bugis after that. then raffles city. but evan had to go so in the end i was all alone.
haha but i called tsm then she chatted with me so i wasnt so bored after all(: haha.
i went cineleisure then saw this shop sell alot of stitch things. i think is urbanconcept. that one in changi airport also have. i bought 3 stitch. then there's this another shop also got stitch, but tsm manage to persuade me not to buy(: haha. Went ps after that and continue stitching. went to tat shop tat sell quite alot of stitch one. then i saw tat preoder sign. I preodered 3 things(: 1 stitch 1 scrump and 1 stitch file which will arrive on fri(: haha and i also preoder 1 stitch pen but that one mus see whther have anot. haha after this massive stitching i mus start saving money already. (: haha

Haha yupp vry funny

2009-03-09T19:13:00.009+08:00

Haha today got alot of funny things that happen.
Morning, when i gg toilet with Tsm then teacher ask why i mus follow here then i say i scared she drop into the toilet bowl ( as if she believe) haha teacher reaction so funny.
haha then ltr during reading period i call mdm er, then she bend down wan hear wad i gg to say but ofcoz euu noe i am lame and i said hello to her..haha. And she knock my head...my brain cells died a few. haha.

Hehe this is my new dream phone!!! My next target!!! i want it!haha isnt it nice?? I so love it. coz its pink! haha.

I never regret what i have done(: coz i noe this is wadd i want. You may think i am foolish(and a slacker) but you noe what, i think this is my life. I may not seem so committed than you in guides, but i know what i am doing had more purpose then being so commited in things which are temperory. Guides is nth, it cant bring you happiness, it cant bring you purpose but it will only bring out the monster in you. haha although i said i am trying to like it (at least not hate it) .

Yupp and i dun care what euu have been calling me behind my back, coz i will take it as a compliment(: But i jus know one thing, and that is that you have one bad point the minute you started saying things behing my back. stop gossiping coz tat kills. And even you wan to gossip dun ever let me hear it!

YUPP and weiling( my sis) I NOE MY ENG VRY BADD KAYY!!!! haha

New life...for my blog haha

2009-03-06T22:41:00.003+08:00

Yupp. I finally decided to start my blog refreshed. I deleted the past post(: haha coz i think some post were very childish esp. the older ones so mus as well delete them all. haha.

GRANG OPENING~~~~!!!! *clap clap clap -.-"

haha oops I'm really funny. haha.

haha yupp i so going to post our photos of chingay( which was quite long ago)..haha and DUN LAUGH!!!! The costume looks lyk snow white rite?? haha(:

me and sashimi(:

me and evan aka yihan

me, sashini(acting cute) haha and tsm

me and nat. yupp plus our contaminated experiments. haha oh no my eyes look so closed haha.

and bingo haha we did some experiments today(: and the last part which involve the hot bath for the 6 testtube of experiments was very smelly. Euu wont wan to know how it smell lyk. seriously. haha.

oh haha and we got our chingay tee yeaterday. It was quite nice, its white and some designs that is pink(: haha I'm so going to wear it next week when i go for LJ(:

haha and i'm so dumb today(: i almost went chuch for cg which there isnt haha. Cant wait for 2moro coz Josh Kelsey is coming! haha.

Need to do comiclife lit proj. and due on mon haha i dun think i can finish.